Here’s how life is right now:
Today my dad is getting his third round of intense radiation for stage 4 lung cancer. My dog is up and moving around and she’s making me smile. Grad school is killing me slowly. Work is taking a lot out of me but I still love it. My place is a wreck but I’m desperately trying to put it back together. Dreamboat is in his own little world half the time, and the other half the time I think I have his attention. And I’m back at the gym in the mornings before work.
And I’m exhausted. All. The. Time.
It’s been hard trying to get back in the habit of getting up early enough to work out in the morning, but I know that once I am back in that things will be great. I’m resetting my alarms to wake up at 4:45 so I can actually get up at 5am. Right now it’s not happening. At all. Doesn’t help that Dreamboat is nice and warm and cuddly in bed too. 🙂
THINK ABOUT THE SWIMSUITS JAMIE! THINK ABOUT THE SWIMSUITS!